Alhamdullilah sbb midterm semua dh selesai..tunggu result je skang nie damm..cuma tinggal assgment je sikit2...bnyk bende gak yang aku dh settle kan dlm 2 minggu nie...harap2 aku terus kuat untuk settle kan beberape perkara yang agak berat untuk aku....amin..
that's the best part...
the frustration part is....
last Tuesday is the second time my parent said "no!" to me...
hmm...i was asking for duit rumah rm1200..they freak out and mad at me..for a second time...
that day i was crying....so dad call me and yell "FATIN KAU NAK DUDUK MANE??" damn i was like kan aku dh bagi tau tadi (dlm hati la) sumpah aku terdiam dlm 10 saat tapi papa aku dok panggil2 name aku..then i hang up the phone n shut it down...n keep on crying..
the first time they said no to me was last week went i also asking for duit rumah rm1600..but that day they did not mad at me..they said "kak..mama tak de duit skang nie..nnti boleh x?" damm...aku menangis jugak..kene marah pon menangis..cakap elok2 pon menangis...
i cry not because of kene marah atau ape2 tue..i cry because its touch went parent said they dont have money.."kak duit mama belom masuk..""mane papa nak cari duit...""kalau tangguh dulu boleh tak??" as a child what do you feel went your parent say that to you?
to me...i hard to heard that my parent dont have money...this is the 1st time they having money crisis...and this is the 1st time that they said no to me went i asking for duit.....
damm...i wish i could know why.
but what i know is papa working in bidang IT or sumthing...the ekonomi dlm malaysia sedang meleset kan...especially in IT or computer thinging...so they having this thing call "IT economi crisis" sumthing...nak tak nak IPerintis pon ikut crisis kot...tah le...
mama pulak dia kate kat aku hari tue..saham dia kat us jatuh...pastu dia membebel la pasal ekonomi us plak...itu aku cikit pon tak paham...
All in All....my family sekarang sedang menhadapi money crisis...nextweek mama aku akan keluar kan rm3000 nak bayar fee aku..mane nak cekau duit rumah plak....
now i was looking for a job...i hope i getting one soon...so readers..hehe i need ur prayer...doakan aku dapat keje ye...nak ringan kan beban family dan beban aku jugak...hehe
thank God i have alia as my rumet.........
she is the hero of the week!!!
alia kate..."daku ader offer untuk anda...anda bayar rm400 dulu..nanti yang lain sebelom masuk anda bayar..."
hah! dari kene bayar rm1200 aku bayar rm400 dulu!!! mane nak dapat kawan cam nie????
but alia...i have to bincang with my parent dlu ek...as i said to you...buat masa sekarang parent aku takde duit...
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takpe. ni adalah konsep bayar dulu.aku rasa kalau aku mintak ibu bapa 3000 mereka akan kasi je tanpa tanya sbb mereka tiada tahu berapa pun bayaran deposit rumah. dan seperti tiada peduli. tapi kena remind sejuta kali lah. dun worry tanya dulu ibu bapa.
ibu bapa adalah enak. tapi kadang2 aneh. haih. mari jumpa mereka esok. dan bergegek
hehehehehe...
ye..sngt...
thanks ye anda...
plus thanks for the dinner!!!!
kak aten, izza knows how you feel :)
mama pun is facing the same thing like your parents. what i can do right now is, tak mintak bende macam2. mintak bende penting2, and try to save money as much as i can.
this is all untuk sementara je. insyaAllah, everything will turn back normal soon. trust in Allah always, and pray lots.
bende macam ni mmg unpredictable. it was a shocker for me too mase mama kene brenti keje. but kitorg learnt from the situation, blaja jimat cermat. blaja tak mintak macam2.
and yes, dulu izza susah gak nk trime mama takde income, nangis2 jugak stiap malam dlm bilik sorg2 before tido. sbb risau mama takde duet. risau cmne nk idup.
but Alhamdulilah, everything okay skarang, eventho takde duet sgt, cukup makan pakai semua. be strong ye kakak. i love you always.
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